Beauty deserts practicality.

Sometimes I want to completely surround myself by beautiful art.

But the place I can do that, my room, is not beautiful. My walls are dark and have holes and my window is pitifully small and enclosed. I get no natural sunlight.

I couldn’t put up anything beautiful in it as beautiful things should not be in the presence of something so degrading.

But obviously I dont want to deprive myself of living in the best environment I can, so what do I do?

Well, so far Ive cluttered it to bombard myself with colour. That in itself is problematic as the colours dont work together and there is no cohesive look. Ive also put things I find cute or sweet or pretty, or straight up aesthetically pleasing, but Im kinda pining for a fresh start in terms of style.

I guess I should just plan and start again. None of my furniture or fittings match but I cant change that. There must be a way to disguise some of it…

Also I need a god-damned headboard.

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Wanting to make bad choices out of primal, hormonal need. Being unable to shut down emotions. Being in pain. The endless fight between logic and desire.

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